Friday, November 27, 2009
i seldom break ppl secret. but guess i am being paranoid. unrelated subjects and i leak out the secret.
mayb this is also why i lose frens easily. moreover, i dont trust them. when i think is correct, i will insist i am correct. like father like son, i inherited the unnecessary things from my dad. i just wish i can be like my mum better.
when i have things to say, i find it difficult to say it out cause is that lack of trust i give to my frens, that arrogance that is being kept within me. sometimes i wonder why am i like that?
i know i must change, but this arrogance has far becoming a habit for me.
frens are impt, but when i have them, i dont cherish them well. being alone is a terrifying feeling also.
12:05 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
guess i cleared some of things i wanted to know le
i totally understand what it means. well.
thanks yz anw.
9:44 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
visited the NEWater centre for env sci report. but was taking photos than rather paying attention to what ppl r saying. hmmm
sch has been so-so i guess. but the things that was studied starts to pile up le. when mst comes i dont think 1 day also can memorize everything.
i just hope that everything will be all right though.
12:37 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
i dunno why im like that, but i now do get emo more often than usual.
just for small things i start to worry abt it, here and there.
where did this emo-ness nurtured from also, i simply cannot find the source.
guess this is the end for me ba...
11:57 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
ya, change my blogskin le since previous de went missing.
ITP? was fun, especially microbio lab! will always miss there.
3 weeks since start of sem 2 was really tough. the stress is already there. whole new strategy to cope with this sem.
will luck to be at my side?
saving up money to buy plenty of things. SCANDAL's single, album, L4D 2 (where LAN will be soon coming for me and my frens!)
do take care everyone then!
11:24 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
back from jp at 10pm, so dont really feel to update on my status, tmr ba.
will update on my ITP, sch and SCANDAL's latest news.
12:27 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
less than 1 hour and it will be the release of SCANDAL's 4th single Yumemiru Tsubasa. but i will upload the 2nd song which is much better and hot favourite. present BEAUTeen!!
Romanjikimi ga oi kikakeru yume wo
maru goto tera shiteitai
mabataki wo suru tabi
kawa ru hyoujou ni me ga hanase nakute
kokyuu mo wasure sou
chikazuite kiteyo hora
itsumo doori de iino
emoji ganai meru dakede
doushite konna ni hekon derun darou
demo ie naiya koware chauno wo kowaga tte
kimi no subete ninomiki taiya
ase mo namida mo egao mo nanimo kamo
afureru hodo no Beauteen
chikara wo kashi te yake tsuku taiyou
kenbou no hodoni kudake chitte iinda
ima wo masugu ni subete
susume susume
kimi no uso nikizukunoga
totemo jouzu ninatta
daijoubu sono kuchiguse wa
nande konnani fuan ninarundarou
motto hanashi teyo
sorejaa nanimo tsutawa ranaiyo
zero ka hyaku kano kakehiki dattara
aimai na kyori sore de iinda nante
akireru hodo no Beauteen
kobo renai yoni sora wo miagete
hikari hajittamatsu geno sakinin
utsutta kimi no tsuyosa
omoi todoke
Ah kimi ninante ittara
Ah kimochi tsutawa ru darou Oh
kimi no subete ninomiki taiya
ase mo namida mo egao mo nanimo kamo
afureru hodo no Beauteen
chikara wo kashi te yake tsuku taiyou
kenbou no hodoni kudake chitte iinda
ima wo masugu ni subete
susume susume
kimi wa Beauteen
EnglishI want to light up the dream you are chasing in its entirety
Every time I blink, I couldn’t take my eyes out of your changing expression, I even held my breath
Get closer, come on; Just do it as usual
Why am I this depressed just because your email doesn’t have any emoticons?
But I can’t say it, I’m afraid of breaking
I want to feel more alive by your everything; Your sweat, your tears, your smile, everything
Overflowing beauty
The scorching sun lending it’s power; It’s all right to be smashed into pieces
Facing the present head on; Move forward! Move forward!
I’ve become very good at knowing when you lie
Am I all right? Why do I get this nervous at your way of speaking?
Speak more! Nothing will be conveyed at this rate.
Because it’s all or nothing, I’m comfortable at this ambiguous distance?
I’m fed up of this beauty
Looking up to the skies so that my tears won’t overflow; The light hit the tip of my eyelashes
And I am reminded of your reflected strength
Ah, what should I say to you?
Ah, I wonder if you’ll understand my feelings
I want to feel more alive by your everything; Your sweat, your tears, your smile, everything
Overflowing beauty
The scorching sun lending it’s power; It’s all right to be smashed into pieces
Facing the present head on; Move forward! Move forward!
You are beauty
11:10 PM
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